한국을 좋아해~!
resorts world
visit korea
big bang!
allkpop
the face shop
beauty credit
the skin food
etude house
나의 평생에 선하심과 인자하심이 정녕 나를 따르리니 내가 여호와의 집에 영원히 거하리로다.
=spiritual food=
new creation church hillsong australia
Let us hold fast the confession of our hope without wavering, for He who promised is faithful. - Hebrews 10:23
Tuesday, April 28, 2009
it's been almost 2 years that i've felt that i'm stuck in this Nazi concentration camp. guess i've been trying to distract myself with laughs from watching korean variety shows and oogling over my g-dragon, just to convince myself that i still like what i'm doing. the issue issn't just that. i guess the inner frustration came from how i knew i am supposed to be more than what i feel, bcos i am in Jesus.
i thank God for my brothers - fredrik, zixin, kevin and huilong, and my sisters - ailing n sheryl, for bringing me back into ministry and care group, and for always reminding me that they love n care abt me. actually, i feel so much happier now being back in cg. it feels like that's where i'm supposed to be... it helps that i actually had prayer confirmation from God through han. like, i want to be blessed and to be a blessing. slowly... i'm still new, but i want to be family with this cg.
i always knew the fact that lovable pple are easy to love (duh), and it is those whom we find different from the norm that make it hard for us to love them, and that's why we have to depend on Jesus. this morning on the way to work, there was this inner struggle within me... between my pride and wanting to not back down (i.e. i refuse to bow down to bullies), and God's way. and God gave me the answer! it's amazing, bcos God corrected me with such wisdom and love!
He asked me, "do you know how a person is stronger than another?" so i was formatting an answer in my head about how a strong person is one who controls his power blah blah... which is out of point. but then God gave me the answer short and sweet, "by believing". and i'm like, "...?" He said, " power can be taken away from you, but nobody can take away what u believe in your heart. if you can believe what I say more than the person next to you, then you are stronger."
just keep believing.
i bought a new cheer care bear with a pouch at the back to hold my handphone. ydae i was trying to stuff my handphone in and the care bear almost flopped from the weight at the back, and i was like, "oh no! my care bear!" then, i was like, "aye it's a CARE bear mah. haha." and i got reminded of reverend kenneth w hagin's sermon about casting our cares on Jesus, because He cares for us. so... Jesus is my care bear! haha. ok my own happiness.
it's been almost 2 years that i've felt that i'm stuck in this Nazi concentration camp. guess i've been trying to distract myself with laughs from watching korean variety shows and oogling over my g-dragon, just to convince myself that i still like what i'm doing. the issue issn't just that. i guess the inner frustration came from how i knew i am supposed to be more than what i feel, bcos i am in Jesus.
i thank God for my brothers - fredrik, zixin, kevin and huilong, and my sisters - ailing n sheryl, for bringing me back into ministry and care group, and for always reminding me that they love n care abt me. actually, i feel so much happier now being back in cg. it feels like that's where i'm supposed to be... it helps that i actually had prayer confirmation from God through han. like, i want to be blessed and to be a blessing. slowly... i'm still new, but i want to be family with this cg.
i always knew the fact that lovable pple are easy to love (duh), and it is those whom we find different from the norm that make it hard for us to love them, and that's why we have to depend on Jesus. this morning on the way to work, there was this inner struggle within me... between my pride and wanting to not back down (i.e. i refuse to bow down to bullies), and God's way. and God gave me the answer! it's amazing, bcos God corrected me with such wisdom and love!
He asked me, "do you know how a person is stronger than another?" so i was formatting an answer in my head about how a strong person is one who controls his power blah blah... which is out of point. but then God gave me the answer short and sweet, "by believing". and i'm like, "...?" He said, " power can be taken away from you, but nobody can take away what u believe in your heart. if you can believe what I say more than the person next to you, then you are stronger."
just keep believing.
Thursday, April 09, 2009
hooked on LOLLIPOP!
love GD's bombified hair, very his style!
time to update my wardrobe with electic colours (and a lego belt). haha.
for whom He foreknew, He also predestined to be conformed to the image of His Son, that He might be the firstborn among many brethren.
moreover whom He predestined, these He also called; whom He called, these He also justified; and whom He justified, these He also glorified.
Romans 8:29-30