Sunday, August 31, 2008

alright... it's confirmed. i am going to SEOUL again from october 8-14! i have been talking about it, but it's all been only talk. i personally did not even really believe that i'd really go again; bcos that'd make it twice to korea this year. well, now it's real. i have the air ticket and accomodation booked already... can't wait to finally see autumn!


i don't really know how i made such a decision within just one week... it feels kind of strange bcos i am usually a person who thinks a lot into things. yet, it feels strangely good to be FREE to do whatever i like. i feel blessed to know i am able to pay for this holiday for myself to enjoy! whatever it is, i just hope this is good time off from work and hanging out with friends... being YOUNG at 23!


i'm making this trip with jae suk, who wanted so much to go mainly bcos he wanted to visit his family. but we're also going there to visit hazel, who's gonna be there for 3 mths in kyunghee uni studying korean! i'm so envious of her, wish i could just take off and do that too! actually i'm kinda anticipating the feeling of touring seoul with them, practising our korean and seeing if they actually understand us! hopefully we get to go play at lotte world or everland (for show lah, i'm not a rides person)!


only about 1 mth to go... but i don't really know what to expect, since i think i've seen almost all i had wanted to see of seoul. think maybe i'll just re-stock on my clothes and cosmetics and bags and accessories... haha. whatever it is, i WILL have fun.
posted at 10:33 PM

Thursday, August 14, 2008

ok i am on the road of repentance... been all emotional and so angry for so many weeks. yeah yeah... like what's new right. all these while i've been receiving such sound counsel from close family and friends. been very touched especially by mummy and papa who tell me to trust God and remain happy, who just offer me their listening ear when i vent and grouse. but i realise i had been going in a downward spiral... i saw myself going into it, yet you know how when you're so stubborn and self-centred, you just don't care anyway?


so then i found it, it is even more important that when you're all emotional, it is good you talk to someone who is not. someone who is literally of a gentle and quiet spirit. like my candy 언니! she's amazing i tell you. how my troubles seem so petty next to hers, but she has this incredible ability to make me smile! she mms-ed me this picture of adorable jaelynn to cheer me up!



doesn't she just look like a yummy piece of marshmallow that you wanna smooch all over? haha... sweet little baby girl just like her mummy candy. looking at jaelynn made me smile, and then candy said something else that made me laugh, "i treat you pork chop fried rice with sunny egg ok..." hahaha... few people know me so well. the way to my heart is into my stomach eh!


and then yesterday evening, had a nice long chat with 선생님... just generally about work, about friends, about dating... and her upcoming marriage! she's very funny... but 선생님 also gave me really sound advice on how to deal with work issues... i mean, she's a korean teaching me on how to handle korean bosses, can't go wrong right? so now. i think i've decided to make peace. i've already shown my girly tantrums. time to revert back to a lady. hopefully. hahaha.
posted at 11:28 AM

Thursday, August 07, 2008

정말 힘들다...
posted at 10:45 PM