Sunday, November 27, 2005

i only need to believe in one thing... that Jesus loves me. i dun need to conjure up faith for all the blessings i want, bcos Jesus loves me thus meaning His goodness and His power is for me! i dun need to pursue things, i only need to pursue the knowledge of His love n my life... n REST.
posted at 1:03 AM

Monday, November 14, 2005

i'll only let You chase me, Jesus... You reign in this heart.
posted at 1:01 AM

Wednesday, November 09, 2005

ever since i came back to church 2 yrs ago, i've been growing so much... i love my life with Jesus. i love how everything has become so beautiful, so exciting, so good bcos He loves me. as i look forward to the days ahead, i can't help but wonder...

"dream big, bcos u have a big God!" sometimes i wonder what happened to my dreams. i can't seem to rmbr them, i can't rmbr when i lost sight of them. no doubt my vision evolves ard Him n serving in ministry, n i believe it's gonna be a one-way road in glory. but i told myself, n still am telling myself, that i want to dream again, n i got confused... how to fuse both my dreams n my vision to serve God?

now it has come to me... i gave up all my dreams bcos i thot they were "unholy". but how myopic! i'm in Christ, surely my dreams will birth forth from knowing His love, His grace, His goodness for me! surely what He has put in my heart will be what i serve Him with...

i'm dreaming of exotic lands again... i'm dreaming of travelling the world over, experiencing cultures n enjoying their food... i'm dreaming of dancing again... one day.
posted at 12:32 AM

Friday, November 04, 2005

Abba, free myself from me to dream again... You are my surety in impossibility. You are my promise in times of uncertainty.You are I AM in whatever i am not... You are my Father, and thank You for loving me.
posted at 11:50 PM