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나의 평생에 선하심과 인자하심이 정녕 나를 따르리니 내가 여호와의 집에 영원히 거하리로다.
=spiritual food=
new creation church hillsong australia
Let us hold fast the confession of our hope without wavering, for He who promised is faithful. - Hebrews 10:23
Saturday, August 27, 2005
it is my promised land. my big grapes. my big houses. i wanna choose to see them, n nt the giants... He has conquered for me. He is with me.
HALLELUJAH.
i am so privileged. so blessed. so favoured. i noe wherever the path leads to, it shall be He who guides me. He shall be the only One who lights my path, n who shows me His beauty in all things. He is the only constant, n the only beauty in my life.
His ways of righteousness n of peace. His life in mine.
Jesus as my sacrificial heifer... accepting His redemptive work in His blood, shed in innocence so that God RIGHTEOUSLY blesses me! now i stand just receiving n receiving His love for me... enjoying His acts of love... God loves me so much. that He set me to be in this position at the right place n right time. to learn frm someone i love n hold in admiration, someone whose annointing i want to receive the overflow frm. exciting days ahead...!
Psalm 30:5 (kjv) For His anger endureth but a moment; in his favor is life: weeping may endure for a night, but joy cometh in the morning.
"Right Place, Right Time" has come n gone... it seems hard for me to imagine how 2.5 mths of preparation materialised into a day. it was an amazing event... nt by sight i believe, but by faith i see God's hand just touching each n every hungry heart that came to seek His presence. it started out with this committee, n i believe in due time we'll see the abundant harvest of the fruits.
ydae we went out for our final celebration dinner - me, angie, han, shijie, sean, sheryl, rachel, melanie, jonathan, shawn, kester, alex, matthew n jonny boy... we had wanted to cross over to JB for seafood, but all 4 cars got stuck in the jam ard 8pm even b4 we got on the causeway at woodlands. in the end we went pasir panjang to eat "zi cha". i guess we went a bit wild ydae, i was like @@ when the guys started racing... i hafta say i was clenching my hands as if in prayer! anyways, we had a good dinner... a treat frm a generous heart. we also had so much laughs seeing shawn imitate han's actions! =D we really ate a lot ydae... after that even going off to buy teh-peng frm pastor prince's fave place n heading off to kent ridge park for fellowship. we shared till the early hrs of morning... amazing. it was just life flowing n flowing frm the mouth of every single one of us... we just kept drawing frm each other n cldn't seem to get enough. alas the night for us had to end...
this is the very desire of my heart. i desire so, so much to be part of this life-flowing experience of fellowship with the saints. when we gather, share His love, magnify His glory, sing His praises... lifting Him up just fills every emptiness in our hearts, fills every lack in our hands, enables every inadequacy we tink we carry. this is the real thing, the ministry of the Spirit, the ministry of LIFE. the power of salvation.
serving always lifts me to higher grounds in knowing His love n grace for me... i yearn so much to have this privilege to serve again n again n again! in serving, we get to see Him feed the thousands with the five loaves n two fish we bring... we see with our eyes the waters turning to intoxicating wine. one thing i'm still learning... nv underestimate what God has placed in ur hands, for it is still He who is the miracle-working God. as in the bible mordecai told esther, who knows if we have come to the kingdom for such a time as this? He chose us to be participants in His glory, yet we get to choose also to take that step of faith, to step into the King's presence, touch His righteousness n receive His favour. whom God appoints, God SURELY annoints.
amen.
some things i want. other things i dunno wat i want. i feel as though i'm looking out into a vast open land, with only the horizon in sight. i wanna be real with myself. i wanna shed this defence system i've built within myself. i wanna dare to dream, dare to venture, dare to step out, dare to lose... i wanna enjoy this relationship with Jesus for myself first. i dun wanna fall into the trap of professionalism.
it is my promised land. my big grapes. my big houses. i wanna choose to see them, n nt the giants... He has conquered for me. He is with me.
Wednesday, August 24, 2005
gosh... i'll be working shift hrs frm next month onwards... n my shifts are mostly the morning ones, 5.30am-3pm!! like, i hafta wake at 4am or earlier! hai, knowing how much i dilly-dally... good thing is in that i get to go off early lah... can go shopping etc. but if i wanna get 8hrs slp i hafta slp at 8pm every nite! i really wanna see how i can endure... haha.
HALLELUJAH.
Wednesday, August 17, 2005
waiting is a long process. just like how u can't force the plant to flower any faster than how it naturally does. but u noe for sure dat at the end of the wait comes something so beautiful... i'm so anxious to see how things turn out, yet the fun is in the anticipation. making myself churn on the inside does no help at all. how i wish i cld juz lie back, let go, n enjoy watching how Jesus puts everything together for me...
Saturday, August 13, 2005
finally got a free saturday to spend time at home tdy! been out so much the past couple of mths, i tink i only ate dinner at hme for 2x a wk... got to clean up my room, first time in 3 mths! haha... n i got to eat my mama's famous "mui choy kau yoke"! *drool* been tinking of it since ydae cg... ydae cg was really GOOD. there were only 4 of us, but the worship was amazing, n it felt so cosy, sharing like family. heh. n andy was so sweet, we went for dinner n he went ard asking the shops if they had "mui choy kau yoke" cos he knew i was craving for it! haha... real glad to have him as my cgl in this season, cos there's so much i get to learn frm his person. God is really good, to bless me with so many precious leaders in my life. it's like elisha n elijah... i want double portion of all they have! woohoo! i'm excited! life is goooooooooooood.
Sunday, August 07, 2005
who am i that He is mindful of me?
i am so privileged. so blessed. so favoured. i noe wherever the path leads to, it shall be He who guides me. He shall be the only One who lights my path, n who shows me His beauty in all things. He is the only constant, n the only beauty in my life.
His ways of righteousness n of peace. His life in mine.
In Your presence, I am content.
In Your presence, I am content.
In Your presence there is light,
Expressions of Your life,
Revelations of Your power and might.
In Your presence I can bring,
My love song offering,
I'm in the presence of my king!
Friday, August 05, 2005
why is it that God is so good to me? how is it that God in all His Almighty power singles me out, hears my innermost desires, n loves me so much that He gives me the things of my heart? how is it that He makes everything happen in such beautiful, perfect timing?
Jesus as my sacrificial heifer... accepting His redemptive work in His blood, shed in innocence so that God RIGHTEOUSLY blesses me! now i stand just receiving n receiving His love for me... enjoying His acts of love... God loves me so much. that He set me to be in this position at the right place n right time. to learn frm someone i love n hold in admiration, someone whose annointing i want to receive the overflow frm. exciting days ahead...!
Psalm 30:5 (kjv) For His anger endureth but a moment; in his favor is life: weeping may endure for a night, but joy cometh in the morning.
Tuesday, August 02, 2005
Yet who knows whether you have come to the kingdom for such a time as this?
"Right Place, Right Time" has come n gone... it seems hard for me to imagine how 2.5 mths of preparation materialised into a day. it was an amazing event... nt by sight i believe, but by faith i see God's hand just touching each n every hungry heart that came to seek His presence. it started out with this committee, n i believe in due time we'll see the abundant harvest of the fruits.
ydae we went out for our final celebration dinner - me, angie, han, shijie, sean, sheryl, rachel, melanie, jonathan, shawn, kester, alex, matthew n jonny boy... we had wanted to cross over to JB for seafood, but all 4 cars got stuck in the jam ard 8pm even b4 we got on the causeway at woodlands. in the end we went pasir panjang to eat "zi cha". i guess we went a bit wild ydae, i was like @@ when the guys started racing... i hafta say i was clenching my hands as if in prayer! anyways, we had a good dinner... a treat frm a generous heart. we also had so much laughs seeing shawn imitate han's actions! =D we really ate a lot ydae... after that even going off to buy teh-peng frm pastor prince's fave place n heading off to kent ridge park for fellowship. we shared till the early hrs of morning... amazing. it was just life flowing n flowing frm the mouth of every single one of us... we just kept drawing frm each other n cldn't seem to get enough. alas the night for us had to end...
this is the very desire of my heart. i desire so, so much to be part of this life-flowing experience of fellowship with the saints. when we gather, share His love, magnify His glory, sing His praises... lifting Him up just fills every emptiness in our hearts, fills every lack in our hands, enables every inadequacy we tink we carry. this is the real thing, the ministry of the Spirit, the ministry of LIFE. the power of salvation.
serving always lifts me to higher grounds in knowing His love n grace for me... i yearn so much to have this privilege to serve again n again n again! in serving, we get to see Him feed the thousands with the five loaves n two fish we bring... we see with our eyes the waters turning to intoxicating wine. one thing i'm still learning... nv underestimate what God has placed in ur hands, for it is still He who is the miracle-working God. as in the bible mordecai told esther, who knows if we have come to the kingdom for such a time as this? He chose us to be participants in His glory, yet we get to choose also to take that step of faith, to step into the King's presence, touch His righteousness n receive His favour. whom God appoints, God SURELY annoints.
amen.
for whom He foreknew, He also predestined to be conformed to the image of His Son, that He might be the firstborn among many brethren.
moreover whom He predestined, these He also called; whom He called, these He also justified; and whom He justified, these He also glorified.
Romans 8:29-30