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나의 평생에 선하심과 인자하심이 정녕 나를 따르리니 내가 여호와의 집에 영원히 거하리로다.
=spiritual food=
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Let us hold fast the confession of our hope without wavering, for He who promised is faithful. - Hebrews 10:23
Friday, April 29, 2005
me in FIRST-CLASS seat! it looks good on me. haha! more opportunities ahead!
first class seats! right at the nose of the megatop...
this is the cockpit! like, another privilege for me! cos only first-class pax get to visit it!
this was taken when we were on our way to the CARGO TERMINAL! like, NOBODY gets to go to the cargo man... PRIVILEGE. haha.
that's a Cathay Pacific Airbus 330!
His favoured one
His glorious one
His prosperous one
His beloved one
His beautiful one
His redeemed one
His protected one
yup. my attachment in CX shall be AMAZINGLY blessed. amen.
will we let Him who has done all n prepared the feast have the honour of having us as His guest?
this is my first string of questions, "Lord, how do i learn? how do i ask? WHAT do i ask?"
how Abba?
the volkswagen beetle. i like!
aquarius blue looks good too...
this is my dream beetle!! Abba i want!! *drool*
but my Big Brother isn’t just in the spectacular or in the celestials, He’s there beside me in the things i go through too. when my little 2-yr-old niece, charis, scrunches up her nose in gleeful laughter n kisses my hand, He reminds me, “that’s how I love you, just this way!” when my mother makes my favourite ‘mui choy kau yoke’ just for me to eat n it’s enough to last 2 meals, i hear Him say, “you’re still my favourite one!” when friends rmbr n treat me my favourite drink, or stand with me in faith to pray, i see Him wrapping His hands around mine, “you’re not alone! I’m always with you!”
my Big Brother has given me everything He owns, even the beauty of His very Person. His redemption. His righteousness. His kingdom. His inheritance. all mine. He’s not a figment of my imagination, but He is the truth that i believe, n therefore i see. He understands when no one understands, He cares when no one cares, He rejoices when no one rejoices… He loves when no one loves. He is all that i ever need, yet He’s given me everything to enjoy. my life is an overflow of His life, His abundant life of love, joy and peace. no one can deny His glory. no one can steal me away from His embrace.
in this is love, not that we love Him, but that He first loved us. my Big Brother is Jesus. n He takes care of me.
pastor prince was right. Jesus says, "Rest and believe", but pple say, "How can it be so easy?" but believing is not easy at all. how we want things NOW, how we want results NOW, how we want answers NOW... n how we fall into works so easily to produce what we want sooner. n then self-condemnation comes in so stealthily. it's so impt we hafta keep looking to the cross, keep looking to His finished work FOR US, to be constantly reminded, to know and believe beyond the shadow of any doubt... that we din deserve it when He died for us, n we still dun deserve anything that He does for us now. bcos EVERYTHING He's given is through GRACE, unmerited, undeserved favour... how we need to come to the end of our self-efforts n juz fall back into His everlasting arms of love. so simple truth, yet so difficult for us to really fully believe. thank Jesus, He's the Alpha n the Omega. He has the last word in everything!! whatever good thing He has started, He will accomplish to the very end!
the TRUTH is, God loves us SO MUCH, HE gave Jesus n Jesus was WILLING to die for us. n when He rose again, it was bcos our sins have all been rightfully judged, n we are no longer in our sinhood! NOT bcos Jesus was God's Son, although He is. now we didn't do righteous deeds to deserve our blessings, but us in Jesus, we ARE blessed bcos He has made us righteous! God didn't hestitate when He sent His Son to die for us, He could have just blown us up or something... why do we still doubt His heart to UTTERLY BLESS us? why can't we accept such unconditional love n receive more than what we need or even desire? why do we doubt such GOOD NEWS?
u noe, we dun need God to tell us how wrong we are. how messed-up we made ourselves... any human being can tell u the same thing. it takes GOD to make u right! it takes GOD to tell u how RIGHT He has made u! who do we believe? i will not go by popular opinion. i will go by the EVERLASTING TRUTH of the OMNISCIENT God. n bcos of Jesus, He is no longer God far-away to me, He is my Abba Father. so guess what, I AM SO RICH. haha.
Welcome to Cathay Pacific!
very quickly i've finished my first week at cathay pacific! i like working in the airport a lot (or so i think cos i haven't officially started)! changi airport represents dreams being fulfilled to me... i see pple flying off to so many destinations all over the world. n i'm part of their experience! haha... okok, it's been so fun to be able to access n explore all the transit areas, vip lounges, arrival n departure areas... DUTY-FREE! hahaha.. aiya, i not yet so blessed to be able to fly on holidays mah... like the last time i had flown was 4 yrs ago! i love the duty-free area... i love watching planes fly off... haha. n so fun got staff-discount everywhere i go! heehee. can't wait to get my uniform, freight in from hongkong! so exciting! i'll look exactly like the air-stewardess, so y'all can FEEL FREE TO MISUNDERSTAND ME! hahahaha... it's a really good company to work in, i've been enjoying myself n the pple there... these past few days i've been made to love hongkong, dream abt dim sum, lou por pang n the shopping... *drool* I AM BLESSED!
me in FIRST-CLASS seat! it looks good on me. haha! more opportunities ahead!
first class seats! right at the nose of the megatop...
this is the cockpit! like, another privilege for me! cos only first-class pax get to visit it!
this was taken when we were on our way to the CARGO TERMINAL! like, NOBODY gets to go to the cargo man... PRIVILEGE. haha.
that's a Cathay Pacific Airbus 330!
Sunday, April 24, 2005
i am...
His favoured one
His glorious one
His prosperous one
His beloved one
His beautiful one
His redeemed one
His protected one
yup. my attachment in CX shall be AMAZINGLY blessed. amen.
Saturday, April 23, 2005
it's ok... never mind...
I AM STILL THE RIGHTEOUSNESS OF GOD IN CHRIST.
Wednesday, April 20, 2005
praise Jesus... He is faithful. seek n you shall find, n i did. hallelujah, i had so much revelation frm what i've been reading frm the Bible, n i've been SO BLESSED by it. He dosen't leave us high n dry to face the devil, He has ALREADY EQUIPPED n PREPARED us in His love to have a face-off with him! when we choose to rest at His table, n feast at the banquet He has laid out for us, we get to spend time with Him. get to know His heart for us, His love for us, His thoughts for us, His plans for us... then we just know deep within, being so secured in Him, that the devil has no right at all in coming against us. we are then able to use our power in knowing His love against whatever the devil tries to throw at us. no weapon formed against us shall prosper, for we are more than conquerors in Christ!
will we let Him who has done all n prepared the feast have the honour of having us as His guest?
Tuesday, April 19, 2005
"you have to be hungry, you have to want to hang out with hungry people, if not how will you grow?" these words have been ringing in my head. i've pondered n pondered. n i finally realised something i nv noticed b4 - what having child-like faith means. it dosen't just mean that i simply believe. that i simply love. that i simply trust. it means that wherever i don't understand, i ASK QUESTIONS bcos of the curiosity inherent in a child. i have not, bcos i ask not. Jesus said, "Until now you have asked nothing in My name. Ask, and you will receive, that your joy may be full." i don't want to remain contented with what i know, i yearn for so much more!
this is my first string of questions, "Lord, how do i learn? how do i ask? WHAT do i ask?"
Monday, April 18, 2005
i AM hungry. i DO wanna learn. i DO wanna grow. i noe there's so much for me to catch, so much for me to grasp, so much for me to be... i just don't noe how to get started. i don't noe where to get started. n i don't noe who will join me in this journey. "have you tried asking?" seriously, i don't rmbr. which means now i don't. maybe i used to. maybe i got disappointed when i cldn't find pple who wanted to join me. or maybe they're just visitors in my highway. we all hafta move right along in the directions we wanna head. i don't noe when anyone will come along n join me all the way. but i do want. how do i get proactive? how do i take charge of how much i rcv?
how Abba?
Sunday, April 17, 2005
heh. nothing much to do at home... decided to drool at my dream car. gosh. i want this car!!! so fun to have car (despite the burgeoning traffic in s'pore)! can drive go all the ulu places with frens n go have praise n worship! can go late night supper! no need to squeeze with pple on bus n train! ALWAYS in aircon!!! *dreamy look on face* yup. i want the car b4 i get my license. hahaha... i dun see a point getting a license now if i haf no car to drive. nope, this is nt an excuse... hahaha. Abba, u see the desires of my heart. heehee.
the volkswagen beetle. i like!
aquarius blue looks good too...
this is my dream beetle!! Abba i want!! *drool*
Friday, April 15, 2005
my Big Brother
i have a Big Brother. i dun get to see Him everyday in person, but i see Him leaving His fingerprints all over my life, and i see His beautiful works of glory all around me.
when the sun rises over the horizon n the blue sea glistens in its brightness, i see Him smiling at me, "it's gonna be an awesome day!" when the trees rustles its leaves in the cool breeze n the wild flowers sway as if dancing, i feel Him swinging me around, "let's play n have fun!" when the stars sparkle in the dark sky n the moon beams, i hear Him whisper to me, “aren’t they just gorgeous? i made them just for you!”
but my Big Brother isn’t just in the spectacular or in the celestials, He’s there beside me in the things i go through too. when my little 2-yr-old niece, charis, scrunches up her nose in gleeful laughter n kisses my hand, He reminds me, “that’s how I love you, just this way!” when my mother makes my favourite ‘mui choy kau yoke’ just for me to eat n it’s enough to last 2 meals, i hear Him say, “you’re still my favourite one!” when friends rmbr n treat me my favourite drink, or stand with me in faith to pray, i see Him wrapping His hands around mine, “you’re not alone! I’m always with you!”
my Big Brother has given me everything He owns, even the beauty of His very Person. His redemption. His righteousness. His kingdom. His inheritance. all mine. He’s not a figment of my imagination, but He is the truth that i believe, n therefore i see. He understands when no one understands, He cares when no one cares, He rejoices when no one rejoices… He loves when no one loves. He is all that i ever need, yet He’s given me everything to enjoy. my life is an overflow of His life, His abundant life of love, joy and peace. no one can deny His glory. no one can steal me away from His embrace.
in this is love, not that we love Him, but that He first loved us. my Big Brother is Jesus. n He takes care of me.
Wednesday, April 13, 2005
u noe, i tink too much sleep is not good for me. i've been sleeping, like, 12 hrs on average every day since the hols started, and i've having WEIRD dreams almost every night. like, the only exercise i get nowadays is the DREAM i had abt playing netball. haha. gosh i really miss playing netball... i dun miss running 2.4km for warm-up though. but i wish i could play... well, there's this girl in church who set up her own team outside n she invited me to join, but i dun tink i can commit to the trainings now bcos of cg... meanwhile juz dream lor. heh. praise God that i live in DIVINE HEALTH, no need to worry abt not getting enough exercise. but argh. i've been at home my whole hols, that my ma calls me the "confinement lady" now. i'm either playing maple story or neopets. how... embarrassing. all the things i've been looking foward to doing during the hols? like cycling, roller-blading, learning to play the guitar (some improvement...), reading books... have come to naught. hai. well i have 12 days before i start work. then the nxt time i get to rest is BEN-GEN CAMP!!! yup!! i'm going! yayyy...
pastor prince was right. Jesus says, "Rest and believe", but pple say, "How can it be so easy?" but believing is not easy at all. how we want things NOW, how we want results NOW, how we want answers NOW... n how we fall into works so easily to produce what we want sooner. n then self-condemnation comes in so stealthily. it's so impt we hafta keep looking to the cross, keep looking to His finished work FOR US, to be constantly reminded, to know and believe beyond the shadow of any doubt... that we din deserve it when He died for us, n we still dun deserve anything that He does for us now. bcos EVERYTHING He's given is through GRACE, unmerited, undeserved favour... how we need to come to the end of our self-efforts n juz fall back into His everlasting arms of love. so simple truth, yet so difficult for us to really fully believe. thank Jesus, He's the Alpha n the Omega. He has the last word in everything!! whatever good thing He has started, He will accomplish to the very end!
Saturday, April 09, 2005
"Do not be afraid. Stand still, and see the salvation of the LORD, which He will accomplish for you today. ... The LORD will fight for you, and you shall hold your peace."
"Now hope does not disappoint, because the love of God has been poured out in our hearts by the Holy Spirit who was given to us."
"For the Scripture says, "Whoever believes on Him will not be put to shame." For there is no distinction between Jew and Greek, for the same Lord over all is rich to all who call upon Him."
"And my God shall supply all your need according to His riches in glory by Christ Jesus."
NOTHING IS FINISHED UNTIL JESUS IS GLORIFIED.
Friday, April 08, 2005
how can it be that something SO GOOD be SO TRUE? how can it be that the SON OF GOD died for me? how can it be that i, with all my sins, be MADE RIGHTEOUS in front of a HOLY GOD?
the TRUTH is, God loves us SO MUCH, HE gave Jesus n Jesus was WILLING to die for us. n when He rose again, it was bcos our sins have all been rightfully judged, n we are no longer in our sinhood! NOT bcos Jesus was God's Son, although He is. now we didn't do righteous deeds to deserve our blessings, but us in Jesus, we ARE blessed bcos He has made us righteous! God didn't hestitate when He sent His Son to die for us, He could have just blown us up or something... why do we still doubt His heart to UTTERLY BLESS us? why can't we accept such unconditional love n receive more than what we need or even desire? why do we doubt such GOOD NEWS?
u noe, we dun need God to tell us how wrong we are. how messed-up we made ourselves... any human being can tell u the same thing. it takes GOD to make u right! it takes GOD to tell u how RIGHT He has made u! who do we believe? i will not go by popular opinion. i will go by the EVERLASTING TRUTH of the OMNISCIENT God. n bcos of Jesus, He is no longer God far-away to me, He is my Abba Father. so guess what, I AM SO RICH. haha.
for whom He foreknew, He also predestined to be conformed to the image of His Son, that He might be the firstborn among many brethren.
moreover whom He predestined, these He also called; whom He called, these He also justified; and whom He justified, these He also glorified.
Romans 8:29-30