Wednesday, October 22, 2003

i'm broke. again. i dunno how i'm gonna afford my intended end-of-yr holidays... netballers wanna go KL; pamela, sharon, karine, sab n me wanna go cameron highlands; then i wanna go meta camp... n take up lessons again. hai~ i was tinking of taking up a job during the holidays, maybe at a TA thru ms tan's recommendations or at fullerton... now, haven even earn the munee already tink how to spend. hai~
posted at 11:04 AM

Friday, October 17, 2003

feeling good tdy... met dijun ydae, so long nv see him, it was good just chatting with him, even only for awhile... he looks better than b4, hee~ aiyah, but my bus came so nv ask hp no... too bad. oh well.

went back to tj for gp lesson tdy. surprised the class n esp mr tong! haha~ i was only supposed to go return khairi some munee, but he ask me to stay awhile... mr tong was teaching on philosophy, n i felt, well, dumb. i haven't been reading any intelligent books ever since i left. too bad i couldn't stay long, 'cos i had to rush to tp for my other favourite tutorial, l&c tutorial... well, i'll be joining them for the backmasking tutorial, till then! hai~ still dat sense of nostalgia.

i got chalet this wkend... hopefully sunny enuff for me to tan!
posted at 2:53 PM

Thursday, October 16, 2003

juz watched "infernal affairs II"... edison is SO cute, but a bit psycho in the show.

attended a talk on "work and travel usa" tdy... i wanna go!! it seems so fun to work for a few months in america n get to meet so many pple while having the chance to tour as well... must save up munee.

whooo.... exams are cuming... can't wait for the hols, no hw can slack like anything!!
posted at 10:13 AM

Saturday, October 11, 2003

spirit, soul, body

my soul is almost taking over, n my body... well, i'm feeding it too much good food.

well, i'm nt too bothered abt my body (it'll die anyway...). what's been bugging me is the econflict within me. i shan't go into details. all i need to remind myself everyday is...
Jesus, "A new commandment I give to you, that you love one another; as I have loved you, that you also love one another. By this all will know that you are My disciples, if you have love for one another."

yup. went for campus ministry care group meeting tdy... went once before, n also a campus ministry meeting. i'm slowly feeling like a part of them... all of them esp ailing, wendy n zixin are really nice to me... enjoy the meetings a lot. finally, i feel as though i belong to my very own church, new creation church! hmm. tho' i still walk pass st andrew's cathedral with a tinge of nostalgia.

hah. praise God. i got 18/20 for tmpp n 55/60 for l&c mcq tests... i have to keep going. rmbr the Pygmalion's syndrome.

posted at 10:42 PM

Friday, October 10, 2003

i have tmpp test tmrw, nt open book... how??!!!

hai~ i've been revealing too much of my sentiments these few days. i noe maybe i shldn't... that i shld keep them to myself. yet i can't pretend the problem is nt bugging me. God, transform me each day!! make me less self-centred as well...

met up with nicholas n brian tdy... chatted over coffee at starbucks... it was a rather short meeting, but it was gd. so nice to see them again... glad to see dat dey're still doing ok despite the impending a'levels... we must meet up n pig out after dat!!

went back to tp to stdy wif sabrina, sharon, pamela, karine n jess. heh. quite fun actually. i like the library stdy rooms...

RAPTURE.
dat's a word dat's been going on in my mind for quite a while.
there's not much time left.
i need them to know.
how?

posted at 11:33 PM

Sunday, October 05, 2003

there are many things (or people) i'm not exactly happy with right now. but for the love of Almighty God, i will humble myself. Lord, help me love them as You do. Transform me in Your image. Shine Your countenance upon my face, that all may see Your Glory. All for You Lord...
May they live to be a 120.
posted at 11:26 PM

Wednesday, October 01, 2003

tdy’s my 18th birthday!!!

gosh… i was n still m truly touched by all my frens tdy… nv felt more loved than tdy! to tell the truth, i din expect much tdy… i was juz very thankful to God for being so gracious to me all this while. but tdy…!

hurh, firstly, i got quite irritated wif my hp “di-di”, which has been sounding constantly since ydae midnite! hee~ k lah, let me haolian mah, i love it dat i’m popular! :p i’m so touched so many pple rmbred… pple like grace, rachel n teacher winni! n it was so gd to hear from khairi, corina, cathleen, joey, sheu ying, yvonne n shuzhen… :”)

my classmates were so sweet!! thanks to everyone, esp sabrina, sharon, pamela, karine, karin, charlene, priyanka, priya, ashidah, eileen n amelia! hah. thanks charlene for the cantonese version of the bdae song! thanks to everyone for the bdae song during comm. skills tutorial! thanks for the oh-so-sinful cheese-bdae cake b4 tmpp tutorial! thanks for the presents!! i love the earrings n the bracelet! *tear drops* so touched by all ur efforts!

well, after sch i got a mysterious sms by someone asking me to meet her… thanks meiqiang!! : ) thanks for being so thoughtful n for going thru all dat trouble juz to surprise me wif ur present!

AND THEN (!), the biggest surprise of all! i left meiqiang only to see eunice n fiona at the interchange mcdonald’s acting suspiciously… i can’t believe they really came n surprised me! so sweet of them to come wif a delicious slice of chocolate banana cake n a present (roxy bag!)!! love y’all to bits, my precious darlings!!! *muackz*! thank u thank u thank u!! btw, i tink the bao joke is very farnie hor… :p

ah…. n yet another pleasant surprise!! peijun asked me to meet her on the 2nd level of tm… well, i already had an inkling of something happening thru bloopers made by sinping n fazillah… but peijun really sounded so serious! she was like, “need to tok to u abt netball stuff, sorry so last min…”! then when i saw her she was all smiley, n said, “i’m quite hungry, we go eat first k!” then she brought me into pizza hut… n i saw the netballers there… michelle, bong, big n small serene, yanru, joanne, huijun, sinping, angie, wenyan n joanne’s fren, tina. i was VERY confused n a bit apprehensive, ‘cos i din noe wat to expect… well, like fiona said, juz eat lor. so i ate n ate. gosh. they were all very nice to me… there was another grp of tp students celebrating another girl’s bdae too, kok yee’s class i tink. i saw their cake n i was quite…glad (heh. oops.) dat the netballers din get me one (huijun told me dun haf!!) ‘cos i was so so so full!! SUDDENLY, from behind some of them brought the litted cake out n then they all started singing the birthday song n clapping REAL loudly, dat the whole pizza hut turned to look, even kok yee’s table!! i was almost touched to tears… really, words can’t express my feelings… all this while i’d been so distanced frm the netballers, n yet they went to so much effort to set this up! even weiling n fazillah came specially juz to wish me a happy bade! i actually hugged a few of them- peijun (haha. hu was waiting for hers since she saw me hug fiona n eunice…), bong, yanru, huijun n michelle… michelle actually bought me a present! a cute little Jesus’ lamb stuffed toy n a cd of her favorite praise n worship songs dat she specially compiled for me! she’s really so thoughtful, so precious…!

went hme n forced down a bowl of mee swa wif egg, liver, meat… dat after 3 slices of pizza, a drumlet, a bowl of soup n a slice of mousse cake! n then ma’s cake too… gosh, i dunno to feel blessed or fat, ‘cos i have 4 birthday cakes! but i’m really really happy… i’m so blessed to haf so many loving frens… God bless their precious hearts…

thank you God for being ever faithful, ever loving, n ever so gracious!

posted at 1:32 AM